Hello again,
These last 5 weeks have been emotionally and physicaly hard on all of us. It seems like anything that could have gone wrong went all wrong. It all started with my mother-in-law having complications with her surgurey. We decided to go down to AZ so that we could be with her and we hit a heard of elk in Heber, AZ. It couldn't be just one elk that we hit it was 3 total. It was a nightmare. There were atleast 12 elk that were running in front of our Suburban. I still can not get the images out of my head. We are very fortunate that we were able to drive away from it. So we finally made it into town to see our Mom and it was worth it.
When we returned to NM the next thing that I had to face was my father moving back to AZ. We rushed back home so that we could help him load everything into his moving truck. Of course we didn't want him to go so I think that we all were taking our time. That Thursday I had to say goodbye to my father and it was just my family and I here in NM. I really miss seeing my father.
So to top everything off Phillip had to leave for WA and here I was all alone with the kids. I was emotioally done for. It wound up being a very good thing for the kids and I. We were able to work on things between us and have some fun.
With everything that has been going on and me working 60 hours a week I have deciided to turn things around. I am going to stop working as much, lose weight, and I am going to have Phillip and the kids hlp with things around the house. I am no longer going to do everything myself. I am going to make more effort to make more time for the kids and for myself.
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